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'The day bleeds a gentle mauve into night' first line of the book I read this morning fifty minutes instead of fifteen seven hours now cigarettes given to Sophie the look on her face "diabetics aren't supposed to smoke it's really really bad for you" the rest of my shit to Kurt seven hours with the cash I bought enough water to keep going for a week maybe more the cravings are getting worse like ants gnawing the walls of my stomach but I won't give in the ghost my name is Ghost won't go down to demons it doesn't hurt yet what the fuck am I doing here can't give in––––


Vice


There's a lot of dice at this guy's place like someone shouted in my ear he must've owned a lot of Monaros I can't drive that doesn't stop me or anyone else from speeding at seven thousand light years an hour a heart attack they said drifted into the wrong lane was going so fast a truck put the fear of God in his cardiac arrest two seconds before the engine ran him through everyone asked if I wanted to see him but all I saw were the stones behind my eyes


Grass cubes crack speed snow smack crystal meth special k Kurt won't ever stop I can't stay anywhere near him seven hours nearly had a needle in my arm and twenty bucks up my nose no more shit I've been riding white horses too long to drag them in they're bruise purple wild only chance is to jump off a smashed skull's better than a steering wheel through the ribs as long as the blood's washed out of my hair hard since its white they won't slow down


I don't wanna die

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